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The Dating Project | ‘The Economist,’ Part II

Sarah Rose

Dating with a view to marriage is no other thing than work. I am a writer in New York, but Sex & the City this ain’t. Carrie had friends who weren’t repopulating the planet. She had fancy shoes. I have fuzzy Crocs. I get commuter rail and Brooklyn birthday parties. She got limos and glam soirees. I actually exist.

This is a project and it is a schlep. I used to believe in surgical strikes, now I’m carpet bombing. I’m on three different dating websites. I ask total strangers if they know anyone single because I have dated the pool of my friends’ friends’ friends dry. Somewhere, someone is going to make me laugh and swoon. I haven’t met him yet. I’m trying.

I hope it will end. Happily.

Hair washed, giddy about date #2 with the Economist, I was applying my date face when I got an email in the late afternoon:

Had forgotten I must deliver this week’s column early. So I’m jamming. Can’t make it tonight. I might be able to do tomorrow. Not absolutely certain, though.

I was stood up.

Was the Economist impolite or uninterested or all of the above?

Everything I know about the Economist:

Pro

Cute
Smart
Own hair
I like him

Con
Says he can’t remember birthdays
Stood me up
Questionable manners
Doesn’t like me enough

He didn’t apologize and didn’t reschedule. That’s a pretty mean shove.

I’ve sent a million ‘thanks but no thanks’ emails, they’re easy to write. I haven’t sent one after I had my hand up a date’s skirt, but it’s still necessary to let me down gently. The Economist must know this. He puts a price on everything.

Sarah Rose’s First Law of Dating Dynamics states that no one should exit an encounter with lower self-esteem than when they entered. A necessary corollary to this is I have often made men feel that advances are wanted and welcome, when in fact I was obeying the law. My law. I might be overly sweet to spare an ego on a date, but I never fondle out of courtesy. When I grope, I grope.

When the Economist was pawing me like a pubescent raccoon, I assumed he meant it. In the sober light of a second try perhaps he reconsidered. We were out of step: I am trying to get this right. He’s shaking the dew off a fresh divorce.

That, or he really didn’t want to sleep with me.

Maybe I’ll hear from the Economist down the line. It happens. But from now on he will be the guy who stood me up. In a courtship, time wanting for basic kindness is not time well spent. Etiquette is petite ethics; morals don’t get better as the questions get bigger.

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